i don’t know, i really really wanted a 5, but i’m still okay with a 4. i kept on telling myself and everyone “as long as it is a 4, i’m good”, but i still wanted to get a 5 deep inside. sigh, sometimes i just feel like a very dumb overachiever x)
but on the brighter side, i had a nice time at halftime yesterday. not only did i learn more about God’s word from others, i feel like i can learn so much from others. sometimes, when i go to a gathering of some sort, i always think that i’m the one being ignored and not approached to. but i realized it’s actually my own fault for not approaching others first. it’s not easy for me to do, but i’ll work on it.
okay, it is officially sat homework time ^^
is so so good! T.T WHY IS THERE 47 EPISODES THAT I NEED TO CATCH UP ON?! must. finish. essay.
just spent 3 hours watching 7 episodes……..-.- sigh. what a life. why am i like this?? T.T now i must do some hw..
just finished writing my last essay for sat class. now i need to go finish memorizing my vocab. and then, i can’t watch city hunter ep.11 tomorrow cause i’m going to be busy trying to finish as much homework as i can cause i’m going to san diego for the weekend. and i’ll be baby sitting my adorable yet semi evil cousin there. i love her with all my heart, but sometimes…..sigh, just sometimes, she really makes me cry :’( anywhoo, i’m just glad my sat score rose a bit this time cause i was kind of discouraged by my last score. i hope i raise my score another 100 next week! my goal! and now the idea of what i should major in in the future is bothering me a bit again. i know that God already has a plan set for me, yet i can’t help but feel worried. i dun knoww. i really don’t like it when all these parents and even kids ask me what i wanna be when i grow up. JUST LET ME BEEE T.T okay, it’s not that bad. cause i have 2 routes i definitely don’t want to go in. math and science. not my thing. especially math. and chem. i don’t like numbers. they bore me. this is probably why my math score for sat is always the lowest…:/ okay, i’m done rambling for the day x)